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「在一起都一年了！我難道不能因為妳不愛我而失望難過嗎？」
妳說得既氣餒又理直氣壯。
（妳當然可以失望難過啊。
問題是⋯不需要啊！我愛妳啊⋯）
「妳難道感覺不出來愛？」我問
「我感覺得到啊！所以才很矛盾
妳為何說不出口！」妳說
（蛤？）
（因為昨晚才吵架還沒馬上好嘛）
（感覺得到就是有啊⋯⋯）
（？？？）
然後，妳蹲下來哭了。
（蛤？）
（原來我真實努力的愛，
也這麼容易被否定掉啊？）
也許有其它的意見相左，
但是我相信，
妳的安全感消失了，
是抽離的開始。
而我根本不知道愛情會像土石流那樣
崩落得一塌糊塗。
Sorry,為我沒能帶給妳的安全感。
而其實妳自己會擁有的，
或別人會給妳的。
可是，我真的沒有不愛妳。
妳從不相信，
到後來不愛了所以我愛不愛
無所謂了吧？
=
You started to love
before you found that you love me.
You started to increase your love
since the day you found yourself love me.
You started to decrease your love
since the day you thought I don’t love you,
around our first anniversary.
But the truth is I loved you.
Day by day.
Deep in my heart.
That’s why I smiled, and also cried for you.
That (I don't love you)
was a misunderstanding.
As time goes by,
I think you must know what truth is.
Yes, I know.
Decreasing love makes misunderstanding, arguing.
Being impatient with each other makes greater gaps.
I knew that these were so unbearable…
But you know?
I took these as processing of mature love.
No love schedule, no urgency, no pressing.
Trying not to give you pressure,
I was beside you, silent.
I hoped that one day you’ll know
things were not so bad.
No one fits any other beings.
We were all learing and trying to be better ones.
To love and to beloved.
I still remember that day you were afraid.
Afraid of being abandoned.
I didn't promise you anything about "future" at that moment.
I just said baby don't cry like this, I'm not abandoning!!
You did't stop crying.
You said all people you love were gone, including you EX girlfriend.
All people you love.(not "loved")
You can keep the EX memories.
I don't really mind.
But you were crying and I knew that you were still caring,
and that made me heartbroken.
"How lucky you are! You should be honor to
watch with your own eyes! I've never do this before... " you said.
Although it's true,
but that's really uncomfortable to hear that
I should have been honor,
especially I told you that I was heartbroken.
"Really? You did?" you said.
What can I say?
What should I say?
All I have to do is wishing you have a good time with another one.
And I said goodbye to you.
I knew that you don’t love me anymore.
That doesn’t matter.
Please do not yell to me anymore.
Please do not tell me how you love her.
Please do not say you have to take the responsibility.
I knew that.
=
Saying goodbye is truly hard for me, especially the one I love.
You may not know there’s somebody thinking of you,
in that corner, on the earth.
That doesn’t matter.
I just thought I deserve your patience and love, for a longer time.
And I know that's a misunderstanding, too.
Hope that someday in the near future,
I can smile deeply from my heart,
no matter you see the smile or not.
妳說得既氣餒又理直氣壯。
（妳當然可以失望難過啊。
問題是⋯不需要啊！我愛妳啊⋯）
「妳難道感覺不出來愛？」我問
「我感覺得到啊！所以才很矛盾
妳為何說不出口！」妳說
（蛤？）
（因為昨晚才吵架還沒馬上好嘛）
（感覺得到就是有啊⋯⋯）
（？？？）
然後，妳蹲下來哭了。
（蛤？）
（原來我真實努力的愛，
也這麼容易被否定掉啊？）
也許有其它的意見相左，
但是我相信，
妳的安全感消失了，
是抽離的開始。
而我根本不知道愛情會像土石流那樣
崩落得一塌糊塗。
Sorry,為我沒能帶給妳的安全感。
而其實妳自己會擁有的，
或別人會給妳的。
可是，我真的沒有不愛妳。
妳從不相信，
到後來不愛了所以我愛不愛
無所謂了吧？
=
You started to love
before you found that you love me.
You started to increase your love
since the day you found yourself love me.
You started to decrease your love
since the day you thought I don’t love you,
around our first anniversary.
But the truth is I loved you.
Day by day.
Deep in my heart.
That’s why I smiled, and also cried for you.
That (I don't love you)
was a misunderstanding.
As time goes by,
I think you must know what truth is.
Yes, I know.
Decreasing love makes misunderstanding, arguing.
Being impatient with each other makes greater gaps.
I knew that these were so unbearable…
But you know?
I took these as processing of mature love.
No love schedule, no urgency, no pressing.
Trying not to give you pressure,
I was beside you, silent.
I hoped that one day you’ll know
things were not so bad.
No one fits any other beings.
We were all learing and trying to be better ones.
To love and to beloved.
I still remember that day you were afraid.
Afraid of being abandoned.
I didn't promise you anything about "future" at that moment.
I just said baby don't cry like this, I'm not abandoning!!
You did't stop crying.
You said all people you love were gone, including you EX girlfriend.
All people you love.(not "loved")
You can keep the EX memories.
I don't really mind.
But you were crying and I knew that you were still caring,
and that made me heartbroken.
"How lucky you are! You should be honor to
watch with your own eyes! I've never do this before... " you said.
Although it's true,
but that's really uncomfortable to hear that
I should have been honor,
especially I told you that I was heartbroken.
"Really? You did?" you said.
What can I say?
What should I say?
All I have to do is wishing you have a good time with another one.
And I said goodbye to you.
I knew that you don’t love me anymore.
That doesn’t matter.
Please do not yell to me anymore.
Please do not tell me how you love her.
Please do not say you have to take the responsibility.
I knew that.
=
Saying goodbye is truly hard for me, especially the one I love.
You may not know there’s somebody thinking of you,
in that corner, on the earth.
That doesn’t matter.
I just thought I deserve your patience and love, for a longer time.
And I know that's a misunderstanding, too.
Hope that someday in the near future,
I can smile deeply from my heart,
no matter you see the smile or not.
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